Something light yet heavy

As much as the human being want to be closer to others, to make the communication gap smaller and be almost instant on whatever they do, there are still things, that are human-made, that might looked trivial, that sets them apart from others. Or worse, that might kill any kind of gesture aiming at nothing but merely building good relationships…

For your reasons or points or opinion or whatever might have been coming to their senses… but still…

Who are you to judge me?

Who are you to judge my field of expertise?

Who are you to stereotype me?

Who are you to condemn me?

Who are you to question if ‘my God’ is not as good as yours, that also if your beliefs of different types of God actually exist…?

For me to say, there are no naturally problematic children but only problematic parents who fail to lead a good example, to teach their children to have confidence, to give their children assurance that they can make a difference. Nuff said…


Tiger… too fierce to handle?

I have just pick up my car several hours ago after it was sent to the workshop several days ago with much hassle in between. Like what the mechanic Uncle Ho said, he has not seen such damage throughout his 35 years in the field. What I went through was mere bad luck – bad luck that this very unit which probably was not assembled with utmost technical expertise ended up in my hand. After all, the damage was done and I am badly hurt – both emotionally and financially.

Just as I was about to breathe a relief that Martius is finally fine and back with me, another thing just couldn’t wait to strike me harder. Matthias‘ shutter totally jammed today during my several last shots in an assignment. Now it couldn’t take any picture at all although the shutter still fires away as I press it. Had a check online and found that some other people also faces the same problem with their D80, especially when their shutter counts exceed a certain count, say 5000 or 6000 or more… Will have to get Matthias sent to the Nikon service center in PJ to have it checked soon… there goes, more outgoing moolahs is in the way.

Both Martius and Matthias have been a faithful warrior and companion of mine throughout the journey of earning a living or even just making ends meet depending on work situations. Now both of them were choked right after the new year started… I don’t know what else to say but could only pray and wish for the better, if not the best.

From the incidents, the best I have learned is that despite being a black sheep most of the time, I still have some great friends around who would stand by me unconditionally when the world seems to turn its back on me. For my dearest friends who had lend me a hand, be it in any manner, thank you. You know who you are.

Well as some people said to me, maybe things might have been worse because we never know…  that maybe I should look at the brighter side of the sky…and start counting the blessing that I am having…

It’s not that I don’t see all that… But sometimes, I mean, sometimes… I just don’t know how to be optimistic anymore… after so much in such a long time – nill but back to square one all over again.

I think I have the right to be upset, to moan… to whatever. I just needed some time and I know I will be fine again.

p/s – pix of how Uncle Ho made my engine half naked will probably come up next… until then, all the best to you and me!

Posted in Life!, Work   2 doors slammed »

SP: Wanna rent a room?

“Well I know a place where love comes easy… And I know a woman who meets me there… She takes my hand, and gently leads me… And we go up to the room at the top of the stairs…”

As ‘crooked’ as it might sound, don’t your mind go side-tracked please. It is actually a song from the 70’s by Eddie Rabbit. The lyrics often appear and I would sing them whenever a friend asks if he or she could rent a room somewhere in Malacca… haha I know it doesn’t sound much good, rather ‘naughty’ though.

Talking about room for rent in Malacca, other then by word-of-mouth or simply sticking a piece of notice outside the gate or window, many are utilizing the convenience of technology and Internet by searching online. For me it is so much more efficient that the needed information is almost at our finger tip – by narrowing search using keywords for places such as ‘klebang’, ‘melaka raya’ or ‘cheng’ would return a list of choices. And checking each option further one would find the room conditions and the owner’s contact… all are done in just minutes and hassle free!

Compared to now, I must say it was such a blimey some time ago when I had to drive around the city with a friend for hours just to locate a proper place to rent… should have searched online ain’t it… Those were the days la!


I am back, I am back!

I am picking up the textbook again and foreseeing myself going through plenty of study cases pulling my hair squeezing my brain preparing reports and presentation while running here and there nosing around for stories…

Albeit a little nervous but I’m so looking forward. When this very last subject is cleared, I would be able to seal complete to my undergraduate life and graduate…!

While staying on the ground, I’m holding my head up and wishing for the best as well as prepared for the worst… May God bless me!


Another new year

I have been rather quiet lately…
Had a quiet and peaceful new year eve… and the new year started silently with some usual yada yada here and there…
They all yearns for my attention…
But I told myself to have them solved one by one and not panic or freak out…
Some changes came, and some old ways gone… I hope they were the bad ones that make rooms for the good…
Some problems solved… some are still waiting for the right time… but I am glad and thankful that I only take one step at a time…
More changes are coming, which will modify the way of life and hopefully steer me to a better sight of future… if God allows me at His mercy…
I clearly know He has plans for me, and I too have some for my own… where utmost positive synchronizations in between them are much expected, I wish for a fruitful and peaceful two thousand ten with plenty of joy and reasons for laughter.

Posted in Life!   3 doors slammed »

Negligence -> Frustration

Negligence that leads to Frustration

Picture taken at the incident scene…


SP: Pick Your Dream Home or Investment From the Top 10 Properties in KLCC

If you have loads of moolah and wondering how to spend or invest them, you might consider giving it to me! I’m a great spender with excellent consumer awareness…! Guess if you might not… then consider investing them in properties… in KLCC? From the most expensive, the hottest ones and the upcoming properties including those that are below the market value… you choose.

Let’s see a list of those with a brief description on what they are like…

1 – The Binjai – the luxury condominium and only condominium situated on the KLCC Park along Jalan Binjai overlooking the KLCC Park.

2 – Pavilion Residences – a luxury condominium situated on top of the Pavilion Kuala Lumpur, one of the top shopping malls in city.

3 – Hampshire Residences – a twin towers high rise condominium located in Hampshire enclave and each unit comes with either 1 or 2 parking lots.

4 – Cendana – a high end condominium conjoined to Renaissance Hotel located near to many public transportation that attracts foreigners and expatriates alike.

5 – The Meritz – a high rise residency strategically located right opposite the Petronas Twin Towers and has four units of duplex penthouses to offer.

6 – The CapSquare Residences – a high density condominium located in the middle of the city centre, along Jalan Sultan Ismail. Only 5 minutes walking distance from Dang Wangi LRT station and within walking distance to several LRT stations.

7 – The Orion – a high density modern 36-storey condominium located on Jalan Tun Razak opposite the National Library. Comprises of standard condominiums, duplexes and penthouses.

8 – Taragon Puteri YKS – an exclusive and medium rise condominium nestled in the midst of bustling city centre located along Jalan Yap Kwan Seng and meters away from several amenities and office towers.

9 – Panorama – a new and sleek condominium development with two 33-storey blocks consisting 223 apartment units with built-up sizes from 592 sf to 1819 sf located in the KLCC enclave. It is named as such for its fan design and floor-to-ceiling windows on all units.

10 – Setia Sky Residences – an exclusive and futuristic freehold serviced residences nestled at the junction of Jalan Tun Razak and Jalan Raja Muda Abdul Aziz. Comprises 844 apartment units with built-up sizes from 1,044 sf to 1,679 sf and served with KLCC or Taman Tasik Titiwangsa view and 7 lifts with private lift lobby.

These are only to mention a few of them… and there are more to see and choose from at KLCC properties, brought to you by Squidoo… the funfilled community publishing platform. Go browse for your dream home or properties investment now…!


问号

出来社会工作,再过几个月就要十年了。虽然偶有起落甚至抱怨,但依然享受和接受其过程,包括所有的喜怒哀乐。它们让我成长,也给了我不少的肯定,认清自己的能力。

最近,我不慎让自己在职场判断上摔了一跤。这一跤,摔得狠。摔得我焦头烂额,摔得我不知所措,摔得我有点心灰意冷,摔得连自己的名声也差点配上…摔得我甚至有点质疑自己的处事能力和所谓的职业操守。到底这些年是不是白做、白活了…

感觉很乱,不知道自己现在要站在哪里。一直相信自己的自己也开始有点动摇了。没有方向感,只有时间施舍的一点点治疗…

希望雨过了就天晴,不要给我心脏病。

Posted in Life!, Thoughts, Work   Sorry but shh...

想哭

我是世界上最愚蠢的人
我是世界上最伤心的人
我是世界上最无知的人

我是注定要失败的
无论我多么努力
我都必须失败

因为我只是鱼肉
那些人是刀俎

Posted in Life!, Work   Sorry but shh...

Walk on by

If you see me walking down the street, and I start to cry, each time we meet. Walk on by… walk on by…

I have been stuck on this number for the past several weeks… So stuck!

I’ll see if I can pick it up from the karaoke list… haha!

- Walk On By, by Dionne Warwick -